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Plis hide my intentity....
I have realise that my beloved husband
amecheza na virginity ya mtoi na kidole until
amebreak virginity yake. 2 years 1 month girl.
And I am 5 months pregnant for the same
husband.
Note hajui kama najua and I don't know how to
tell him coz the hatred in me towards him is too
much now.
Yesterday my daughter kissed me in a way that it
wasn't right n I told her to stop n coz hajui
kuongea she continued....i was in the sitting
room with her father. I felt sleepy n went on bed
n left the sitting room wakiona tv. The dad came
for a kasmall blanket wajifunike. The baby was
saying "uchugu" several times I felt so unease n
stood went sittingroom n found kamefunikwa
Kabisa I pretended naenda kunywa maji. But I
asked babake ako kameitikia ukafunike hivo? The
dad said kanacheza.....when the baby heard my
voice she came running nimbebe so
nikamchukua. Then I told her goja nikuangalie
kama umepupu n I found one side of the diper
imetolewa n ikaekelewa partially so I got more
suspicious n said " eish hii imetoka side moja
then went with the baby to bedroom. I tried
kumshika ndio nimfunge vizuri but she refused
crying mpaka I had to kumbebeleza ndio sasa
nimuangalie. The moment I checked the virginity
was tempered with kabisaaa n the place was
red.....i didn't ask the Dad but Leo nikaenda hosi
to clear my doubts....
N to my surprise the virginity is tempered with..
The doctor confirmed........
What do I do ..am so stressed n I pity my
daughter.
She knows to say words but haezishikanisha
sentensi. N ukimuuliza kitu ananyamaza au
anarudia vile umesema.